TORN...BIG TIME!!!!

...I admit,im a bit of a player...maybe it came from that old childhood insecurity that ill never have a good relationship when I grow up.I currently have 4 people who is so into me...i dunno....Recently,i ditched the first and the oldest relationship that I have.It was painful but somehow I was relieved.The most confusing part was when I wasa about to ditch the las two...It felt hard...and a bit painful...I thought I'll be fine...but then one of the guys just wont let go.He called me up and started explaining.Im still a bit vulnerable coz I took it all and im still with him.The guy,s from the south and a med representative...Fuck! im freakin Torn...Guess im about to ditch my vampy-diva attitude towards love real soon....