Saturday, October 27, 2007

The sexiest lifeguard

Got this from chaze( hehe) damn...i would love to get drowned anytime if this is the guy who would be doing my mouth to me babe! hehehe

Public CR scene....

This is not wholesome story.I was in Shaw MRT cr sometime last week and Im not expecting that Ill have an encounter there.I was taking a leak when this guy went beside me...started stroking his dick and got hard.Damn...whats a guy got to do?hehehe....I stoke mine in the urinal as well.Probably he couldnt take it any longer..he bended and sucked me....time was with us because not one guy got in the cr...we are practically alone.I came in his mouth.then it was my turn...I sucked him dry as well.No introductions needed.We never spoke to each otherwe just smiled at each other...when were both wiping our cum...what a sweet hot encounter!

The Ulitimate Thank You

I made a pact with the High heavens that if I'll have this one thing given to me...I swear,Ill be or at least Ill try to be the nicest guy on the block.I was really walking on eggshells these last days and when I got the result...I was really humbled and thankful.Despite the things I've done...God still granted me this one thing I'm asking him...I almost cried.There are things that you cant tell even youre bestfriend and Im simply glad I'm over with that obstacle...with God's grace.Thank you very much...Now I can breathe....

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Snake Sister

This is not about me rather about what happened to my two cousins who were apparently,sisters...
The older one is about to get married this Sunday but wasnt able to...why? Simply because the younger sister seduced her fiancee.My older cousin was devastated coz she caught them up red handed.The guy tried to explain but she refused to believe him anymore.The younger sister decided to go with the guy when he decided to leave the house.Leaving her two kids(gasp!)Imagine the chaos...
It made me think of the green eyed monster called ENVY.It definitely breaks the bond that ties and in my cousin's case,the blood link between them.My cousin was still devastated but we tried to comfort her about it.She's somewhat ok now but still couldnt shake the fact that her own sister berayed her.Shit happens but I guess this definitely tops it.All i could think of right now is something good will definitely happen from this...a blessing in disguise and for the other sneaky cousin...well,KARMA is just around the corner...lets wait till it hits her...big time.

Saturday, October 20, 2007


Sometimes,we come across emotions which we cant name...its a mix of all that been inside.This is what I felt the last time liam and I talked.We care for each other...dont get me wrong.But right now,we feel like it would be too much if we would give it shot.He has his schedules to fix.I got mine.Ever wondered how it feels to have someone so near yet so far?...This is as basic as it can get..

Right now,my career is going ok but I miss having someone to be there for me...Im moving on,starting and learning to fly again with my own wings but somewhere inside,theres this void.Its tolerable but then again,nobody wants to be alone and lonely.

I have always kept an optomistic point of how things would turn out and I hope that its just a phase...where I can re organize my emotional part,be stronger appreciate the beautiful gifts life has to offer...I know that people who know how to love with all their hearts wouldnt be taken for granted.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Room with your heart

I like this Mike Francis song.Sad and yearnng....hope you like this song as well...cheers!!!

It's dark and cold tonight
I'm walkin' all alone
And one step at a time
I'm gettin closer
I know she's hard to find
Instinctively I try
To take the path of love
Into the night

There would be no reason
If you really didn't care
There would be no reason for love

The door is open wide
Is anybody there
I know this must be the room in your heart
I really don't know why
But it's so easy to breathe
I know this must be the
Room in your heart

No answers, questioning
No one's been here before
I am the first to see
The light on your door
If I can hold you now
I wouldn't disagree
If there are no walls protecting me

There would be no reason
If you really didn't care
There would be no reason
For love

I can feel it
I can feel it
I can feel the love that's surrounding me
Coming in and out of you
Won't you show me the way

Watching Zaturnnah and crying in the end...(oh darn...)

Ikaw ang Superhero ng Buhay Ko

Ano ba ang sukatan ng pagkalalaki
Sa lalim ba ng boses o sa tibay ng tindig?
Nasusukat ba ito sa dami ng pinangakuan ng pag-ibig?

Sa lahat nang nakilala sa ‘yo lamang humanga
Sa tapang at lambot ng iyong puso
Ang kaligtasan ng lahat ay tinanganan mo sa palad mo

Ikaw ang superhero ng buhay ko, ikaw…
Hindi ka man lumilipad, napakalayo ng iyong narating
Nais kong sumama saan ka man magpunta
Hawakan mo ako
Maglalakbay tayo

Pinakita mo sa aking mayroon pang hihigit
Sa katahimikang nakasanayan ko
Tulad mo’y nagsimula akong managinip
Ang bugnot kong mundo binuhay mo

Ikaw ang superhero ng buhay kong, ikaw…
Pagod ka man ngayon, ako naman ang papasan sa iyo
Halika na sa piling ko, kita’y iuuwi

Dito sa bisig ko
Ika’y mahimbing

Ikaw ang superhero ng buhay ko

I was watching Zaturnnah for the nth time...I was doing well until the part when Dodong expressed his love for Ada.He sang "Ikaw ang superhero ng Buhay ko".Before I knew it,tears are flowing down my cheeks.Most probably because what I'm seeing is very much different from whats happening in the real world.
True love,sadly is very very rare nowadays.let aloe in our kind.Im not being cycnical but after of those failed relationships...i should know.Like everyone else,I dream of happy ending as well but lately,the road im taking suddenly have taken a wrong turn.Everything seems to be messed up.Guess that life...when your about get everything serious and working,everything gets fucked up.Still...deep inside,im longing to have someone...someone who would see beyond all the really thinking now that it is too much to ask...
I have my flaws,but I'm hoping that everything would be Ada,Im wishing for love.Not the perfect one but the kind that grows on you and last for a lifetime...I knw that people who love with their whole heart arent taken for granted by the Heavens.I hope I can find my own Dodong.The one who can take my heart to skies even when he cant fly.I cant promise him the world but I can promise him my heart...and all that I know about the word FOREVER.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Ray of Hope

I got a call from liam this mid morning.I was really suprised.Moreso when he told me that he misses me a lot.The call was somewhat sweet,I was nervous...though I know that were trying our best not to say I love you,I can feel the yearning.I know him...

I learned to relax and just go on with the flow...before we knew it...we were nothing happened.Seems like the first time.I miss him...and im keepng my fingers crossed.I included a video just incase you wanna feel the magic I felt at that moment...enjoy!

Strong strong Man

I like this video from the 80's.Its bitter sweet pop song from one of my all time fave singer rick astley.Kinda maks you think that it is really hard to let go especially when your so into someone.Enjoy the video!


Eduardo Verástegui (born as José Eduardo Verástegui Córdoba May 21, 1974) is a Mexican actor.

Born in Ciudad Mante, Tamaulipas, México, Verástegui was studying law but decided to pursue modeling in Mexico City and ended up working for such famous designers as Calvin Klein and Versace[1]. Soon after, in 1994, he bacame a member of the Mexican pop group, Kairo. Throughout a four-year tour, Kairo played sold out concerts throughout Latin America, establishing them as one of the most successful music groups in the Spanish-speaking market.

In 1997, Verástegui began acting in Mexican soap operas produced by powerhouse production company, Televisa. His novelas were seen in over 50 countries, and by over 10 million viewers in the United States. In addition, his soap operas achieved record-breaking ratings in major markets in the United States.

Verástegui is one of today's fastest rising Latino stars and has been voted by People en Español as one of the 50 Most Beautiful People in the world. The Mexican actor has also made appearances in the popular TV series, Charmed as Mr. Right, and in Jennifer Lopez's "Ain't It Funny" video and her new perfume commercials.

Information courtesy of Wikepedia*

Tag: Desktop

Currently this is the desktop features as well as the background of my pc.the same as my banner.Its somwhat pensive and brooding.Which inturn reflects my mood now.Im doing an overhaul of my blog.You might find some cool stuff here that you can check i.e poll,pics and all..meanwhile heres my PC background.thanks chaze for tagging me!

Im taggingChaze@Ham@KezoWorld

Way too soon...

have you ever loved someone so bad it makes you cry...? I did.Last night I was playing First Love by Utada Hikaru and before I knew it,tears are falling down...maybe because I know deep in my heart that what I felt was true..

I met someone yesterday,i mean talked to him. He was so sweet and asked me to see his pic.I was suprised upon seeing him because he vaguely resembles my ex.I know its too soon but something in me stirred.My logical side alarmed me that this is too good to be true...and when he reminded me that we just met,I guess that firmly sealed everything...It was way too soon.

P.S. I hope my heart can smile again...soon.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Emotionally yours...

Thought I'd pick the best song that reflects the way I least emotionally.There are things that I couldnt put into words... let alone say it so I think the best next thing is just to pick the sounds thatll say it all.Im not mistaken after all...

I miss the guy a lot yet something tells me its not yet the right time...Im not scared to fall again...I just dont want to be rushed this time...I knw that time will come again...soon. Until then,He will always be that memory...laughing and playing with my thunder and rainstorms.

The day I duelled with Bad luck...and Won.

I went to makati yesterday to try my luck again...I went to PBCOM and applied there...well,for the first few hours it wasnt good.Imagine,applyig for jobs in two differet companies ad getting the thank you note simultaeously!!! This cant be happening!!!As if Miss Bad luck decided to give me tender loving care! I promised myself that I wouldnt go home without a freaking job and applied one laaast time...I got into this company aroud 1:30 pm. There were lots of applicants in the recieving area and the test was hell! Everything's happening for a reason I thought..."lets do this!" I muttered to myself and did everything in my powers to pass...and Voila! I got the job around 7:30 in the evening.The people were trimmed in every test that we took and its just the 3 of us who were left there standing in the end.(Taray ng lola mo diba?)
I thought I'll get a string of bad luck in 3's but this one finally broke it! I still have the power after all..hehe.

Monday, October 8, 2007

Phoenix rising

Liam called me this morning just to (gasp!) check how I've been.I told him that I'm taking everything pretty well though I couldnt believe that we ended up just like that.After the call,I texted him,thanking him for the call yet it was inappropriate.I need my space.its about time for me to think about things.He wanted his freedom,I gave it despite the pain I'm feeling.Now I want mine.I said goodbye.Though letting him know that it was goodbye for now,something in me was relieved...I cant pinpoint now but it made me ok in a weird way..Suprisingly,when liam broke up with me,I never shed a tear,i was sad but never crying.Most probably,my lachrymal glands have already been dried out from previous bullshits I've had.A new me is emerging...tougher this time.Ive gotten tired of being most gracious.Its about time to call it even...and this time,It may take a long way but i dont care for I really know that when the right time comes...every heartache will be worth it,every tear and sorrow will be erased with happiness and when that time comes...Ill be calling the shots...for keeps baby. =)

P.S. Life holds no sunny promises but then again,
life is what we make it..and I intent to win this time.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Of Setting You Free...

I broke up with Liam and finally called it quits.I was in shambles so was he but we have to face the fact that He needs to sort out his life first.I have my share of mistakes and asked for his forgiveness.Thing is he's so pessimistic,He always see life as an obstacle rather than an adventure to grow and learn from it.And I,would always always play the shrink.I cant go on forever like that no matter how much I love him.I too have my down moments and it really drains me to be ok when Im not.I cant always be perky and sunny.And he cant go on being the negative guy.It just drains the hell out of me.
Irreconcilable differences you might say but I rather think of it as a breather...time to sort thing out for us.Dont get me wrong.I still love him but we need a space I let him sort everything and find his own silver lining.And who knows...Maybe it'll be me and him still in the end...

P.S. I maybe hurting but I'm keeping my fingers crossed
that something good's gonna come out of this.

Friday, October 5, 2007

To be or not to be? ( whatever that means...)

Well,this is the 2nd part of my I was feeling low,I texted those five guys who are currently courting me to just leave me alone,I have things to fix-yadda yadda...well,It hurt me as...My husband knows about this and hes ok about it...I texted him that message too.He's in Bicol now.Nuthing came...for half the day.Then here comes the storm of messages from these guys including my husband.
My husband called me shocked...tried explaining that hes always there for me...its just that hes busy now with work.Then another guy called as well, crying and begging me (gasp!) to let him love me the way he knows it.The rest refused to take the NO statement...Jeeezzz!!!! I took my husband back and just let the rest do their thing.They want it that way,so be it.Im just going to play it cool this time.My heart knows only ONE guy.Liam knows it... =)

P.S. Ang hirap maging kagandahan! Why not?hehe!

Ian Porlayagan-Mr Philippines 2007

Mr phillipines 2007 as we hailed this year,Ian will be conquering mexico to compete there...A farmer from Nueva Ecija...well,there goes to show that we are more than meets the eye...way to go!!!!

Thursday, October 4, 2007


Here I am again...well,I resigned from my job...dont get me wrong sweetie,They just made i look like I resigned.We had a test and I'm just a point away from the quota and they didnt even reconsider it...I hate the fact that they based everything on that and took for granted my performance and oher series of test.Its a fuckin downer.Current state now,Im in limbo but knowing how strong I am,I'll bounce back big time soon.I couldnt tell my parents as well...they would be disheartened...I dont know whats with October 4 but everything seems to be fucked up....I hope tomorrow Itll be better...this is really a fuckin downer! friends...Any words of encouragement?....