Friday, August 31, 2007

I'll be alright

'..True love comes just once in a lifetime...There was never a wrong decision,as long as what you feel is true...then it is true matter how many matter how far..."

I'll be Alright

It's time for me to let you know
I am so glad that I have you through all these years
I am so thankful

Now that I've grown
I'll always be thinking of you
With all the things you've taught me so
Always remember


I'll be alright
I'l be ok
I will be good learning all the way
All from the heart these things I do
I'll make you proud because I Love You
I'll Be Alright, I'll Be Ok
I Will be fine and I'll be good all the way
All from the heart these things I do
I'll make you proud because I Do
I Love You So

I will stand tall and I'll try not to fall
As i reach all of my goals
I will go on and I will move one
All because of You
For You

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Stud of the Day

One of the asian demi gods I spotted while browsing.I read in that this guy appeared in Playgirl already...Enjoy his full splendor.

Thai Boys

These thai boys never fail to give me a raging hard on.One look at them and you'll know you'll be spurting in no time at all. Damn hunky lads sweating and licking it out to their hearts content.Here are some of the pics...enjoy.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

This Twisted Coil

There comes a time where you want to run and matter how good everything's been.I dunno...I feel like doing it.I have my partner and a relatively good life but then again....
Dont get me wrong, I'm not crazy (well, I hope so..). Its just that there are moments in my life that I get saturated with everythings around me.Be it good or bad,It definitely gets into my nerves and Im not liking it.
Too much sweetness aint no good is everything.I was in the bus going to work tonight when all of the sudden I was hit by a sudden wave of boredom.Not the usual boredom that can be cured by a caramel mocha latte fix. Its the one that reduces everything into " so effing what?" I called the workplace...telling them I cant go to work and now I'm here in front of computer...trying to attain my zen balance by dissecting my emotions.I dont know whats with me...Initially If Im new to the place,Ill make my self visible and known and when everybody's comfy having me around, It gets into my nerves and suddenly Im sooo wanting my space back.Weird huh?I dont know,probably its just me liking my private space sometimes.
Im a friendly person,Hell,I even talk to my dogs but I guess everyone needs his quiet moments, just himself and the recollect his thoughts probably and all.So there..Dont worry,I'll be fine tomorrow,I just need some freakin rest.Damn good job has its own price.

P.S. I miss flirting. =)

Monday, August 27, 2007

Perhaps Love...

This is the themesong of the series Princess Hours.It was one of my favorite korean love songs.The song was translated into Filipino but in my opinion,no matter how well it was orchestrated,nothing beats the original.I have to search for the meaning of the lyrics though...till then,just enjoy listening to the feel good music!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007


A song that my husband Liam really likes..he even wouldnt let me sing it...hehehe.But upon hearing it,I fell for the song as well,I decided to have it here...The lyrics is so like me and damn rocks!!! Im a convert now.

With every waking breath I breathe
I see what life has dealt to me
With every sadness I deny
I feel a chance inside me die

Give me a taste of something new
To touch, to hold, to pull me through
Send me a guiding light that shines
Across this darkened life of mine

Breathe some soul in me
Breathe your gift of love to me
Breathe life to live for me
Breathe to make me breathe

For every man who build a home
A paper promise for his own
He fights against an open flow
Of lies and failures we all know

To those who have and who have not
How can you life with what you've got
Give me a touch of something sure
I could be happy ever more

Breathe some soul in me
Breathe your gift of love to me
Breathe life to live for me
The seed to make me breathe

Breathe your honesty
Breathe your innocence to me
Breathe your world to set me free
Breathe to make me breathe

This life prepares the stragest things
The dreams we dream of what life brings
The highest highs can turn around
To sow love's seeds on stoney ground

Breathe, breathe,
Breathe some soul in me
Breathe your gift of love to me
Breathe life to live for me
The seed to make me breathe

Breathe your honesty
Breathe your innocence to me
Breathe your world to set me free
Breathe to make me breathe

Sunday, August 19, 2007


Just one of the hunks I've spotted while browsing other blogs...damn hes hot!!!!

The Rainbow Connection

I never got reacquainted with this song until LG(a friend) sang this on the room...seriously,its a nice song.Like an innocent breeze of fresh air when your tired.I've included the lyrics as well...enjoy the choir version!


Why are there so many

Songs about rainbows?

And whats on the other side

Rainbows have visions

And only illusions

Rainbows have nothing to hide

So weve been told

And some choose to believe it

I know theyre wrong wait and see

Someday well find it

The rainbow connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who says that evry wish

Would be heard and answered

When wished on a morning star

Somebody thought of that

And someone believed it

Look what its done so far

Whats so amazing

That keeps us star-gazing?

And what do you think we might see

Someday well find it

The rainbow connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me


All of us under its spell

We know that its probably magic

Have you been half asleep

And have you heard voices

Ive heard them calling my name

Is this the sweet sound

That calls the young sailors

The voice might be one and the same

Ive heard it too many times to ignore it

Its something that Im supposed to be

Someday well find it

The rainbow connection

The lovers, the dreamers and me

La la la la la la la

La la la la la la la la

10 Weirdest Things about me( inspired by chase)

Well,everyone has his own idiosyncrasy...And I think Its about time you bloggers have a glimpse of my soul...hehehe...just your 10 basic weird things.Here it is...(drumroll please...)

Weird thing #1. I have a penchant for coloring my hair.Talk about changing hues!I think I've tried every color there is in the market..latest one? im sporting ruby red.

Weird thing #2. When sphagetti and pansit palabok is served,I just eat it the way it is.I dont mix it.It grosses me out...It looks like a hangover puke when mixed!

Weird thing #3.I have an obsession with platform boots.Its the one that you see in anime and japanese schoolgirls..I love that...I even have an 8-inch platform boots for guys that i bought in Fukuoka,Japan.Soooo Anime!!!

Weird thing #4 I always masturbate(on everyday basis)..even when im with my babe...I dunno...theres something in jacking thats addicting.I love the sensation...I think I jack off 3x a day...whew!!!

Weird thing #5. While most guys have penchant for muscled studs...Im more on the daddy type...I mean with a little bit of fat here and there and a bit muscular as well.Oh daddy...Ive been naughty! spank me!!!

Weird thing #6. I always like seeing guys peeing...I dunno...theres something sexy in them slowly unzipping their pants and peeing....especially If im hidden,thats the ultimate voyeurism experience for me!

Weird thing #7. Im obsessed with changing my eyecolor... love contact lenses!!! I used to have every hue before.Now I currently have the green one.My partner took my hazel contacts.hehe.

Weird thing #8. I have the gift of seeing spirits.I know this sucks but its a gift passed on to my lineage.Most of the relatives have this gift...Its a usual thing when you talk about the ghosts.they wouldnt frown on you.

weird thing #9. I love phone sex...hehehe! I know this is sooo juvenile but it just amuses me that much...and I think i sound great on the phone as well...hehehe! in doubt?ask for my digits then...its SUNCELL.

weird thing #10. I practice witchcraft.Explanation not needed. =)

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sleeping... it alone or with someone has been a welcome indulgence for me...after long hours of wrk,nothing beats sleeping...its a second best thing for me aside from sex...whats yours...?

Stud of the Day

Hes Pavel Novotny..a Czech Porn stud.A favorite.Hes been a favorite since I saw him first on Prague Rising.Enjoy!

Monday, August 13, 2007

Sun and Moon

Last saturday was one of the most unforgettable moments in my life...Liam and I have finally met...and held hands.You may call this cheesy but yes,I have fallen and finally with the man Im praying for.Sweet and sensitive.Weve met in Glorietta Burger king and he gave me a present.In turn ,I gave him the rpg game hes been looking for in years.I love him! heaven help me but Im really falling...and I'm really liking it and loving the feeling...
We had fun...watched a movie and spent QUALITY TIME together.He bought contact lenses too.One was sapphire and the other jade green.He liked the green but it doesnt fit him that much...I suggested he try my hazel(im wearing one)and decide which is which.Well,he ended up taking my hazel babies(the color looks smashing on him) and I ended up looking like the green eyed vampire Queen Akasha.hehe.
Loving someone never felt this great.I've never been this complete.Though were miles apart,we talk on a regular basis and theres this feeling of security...Maybe its about time...time to give my all...and my heart...

" This is it!!!..." =)

Sunday, August 12, 2007


Many things have happened...sorry its just now that I was able t fill you in but nevertheless itll be worth me =)

The war with Pranela didnt stopped at the first hearing in HR.We had to have another one because this time she wrote an incident report singling one goddess- Me.

The trainer whos handling our class made me read the incident report that she filed against me.I couldnt help but pity her and her twisted truths.Why? she accused me of verbally assaulting her,making comments on her sexuality(that shes laspag daw) and questioning even her economic status.That I was not normal,frustrated and most of all...I was beguilling and coaxing other gods to turn their back against me...Can you imagine that?!!!...How can I verbally assault her when infact I was already ignoring her since day 2 of the training?That I was commenting on her being laspag?well,she was the one who disclosed the first day(!) to me that she was a virgin.How can I?AND WHY WOULD I?its not my thing...And I never questioned the status of my friends wether they are rich or poor...Thats just so illogical.All in all,the letter mirrored her...and she for all her insanity,are passing those accusations on me.That I was the abnormal one. I have been quiet for some time...but this really pushed everything I have to the limits.This has to stop.And off we descended down to HR.

By this time,even the HR personnel have an inkling that she has something...and it did manifested in the meeting.She even told the HR mediator that I was manipulating all(!) the gods to go against her.The HR presented her the filed cases against her in turn.This time,the gods/goddesses finally spoke and and admitted that I was perfectly normal,am getting along with everyone,NEVER MADE THOSE ACTIONS,am innocent and we all want her out of Mt. Olympus coz she's sick.This I guess,crushed her last hope of getting an ally.

And then she made a shocked everyone.That she has a mood disorder.And is drug dependent.Shes taking Prozac,sleeping pills and other drugs for behavioral/mind stabilization.she cried and this time its real.That she has a history of people filing cases against her in her previous jobs.
All the anger that I have inside finally disappeared.It was replaced by compassion and pity.I felt ten times luckier than her this time.She may have ab big house but she was alone,may have the money but no friends.For this I suddenly felt thankful for everything I have.Family,friends and an understanding partner.The whole Olympus by this time decided to forgive her and resolved to extend our understanding a little bit more because of her condition.Though we are hoping that HR would consider asking her not to report for work for now due to her present status.Nevertheless,everything went well in the end,she was welcomed again by the gods/goddesses but we will be onguard always.reminding and bringing her back to reality whenever she have those slips.

P.S I still have to write a notice to explain
because of her sick letter...hay naku..Hirap
pag may kasamang aning-aning! hehehe.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

I Believe

The music that fueled the fire to be the best that I can be...Sung by Yolanda Adams for the movie HONEY.The anthem for those who dont give up and persevere to reach their goals...We'll have all our dreams in time...just believe...Enjoy the video!

They said you wouldn't make is so far uh uh
And ever since they said it, it's been hard
But nevermind the nights you had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside
You worked real hard
And you know exactly what you want and need
So believe and you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say…

I believe I can (I can)
I believe I will (I will)
I believe I know my dreams are real (know my dreams are real)
I believe I'll chant (Oh yea)
I believe I'll dance
I believe I'll grow real soon and (That's why)
That is what I do believe

Your goals are just a thing in your soul uh uh
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe

I believe I can (I believe I can oh yea)
I believe I will
I believe I know my dreams are real (All of my dreams are real)
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and (ooo)
That is what I do believe
Whoa oa oa YEA…

(Music break)

Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up I'll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe….OoOo

(Chorus 2x)
I believe I can
I believe I will (I can)
I believe I know my dreams are real (I got strength)
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and (watch me watch me watch me)
That is what I do believe (I do believe in me)

I believe I can
I believe I will (oh yea)
I believe I know my dreams are real
I believe I'll chant
I believe I'll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I'll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe (I do believe!

Mt. Olympus Vs. Pranela

...And the Gods and Goddesses went down to battle with Pranela...

Well,by this time the whole batch christened her Pranela w/c means "Babaeng Praning".Man,shes sick to the nth level.I could've given her the 2nd chance shes asking for but when she hit on Diana(another Goddess)...I figured out,this is the last straw...Let the war of the worlds begin and this is the whole story...
Ill rename my friends to protect their identity.Aphrodite(moi),Diana and Hercules were seated together...we were doing some writings and Pranela,For the life of her,was bugging Hercules.Diana pitied Hercules and told her off by asking her to stop and let him continue writing.Thats all it took to have pranela,with all her insanity go blabbering and making side comments.comments such as "oversexed and overused..."on Diana.It went overboard and shook Mt Olympus so much that Diana and Apollo(her Bf) decided to take it to HR.They had a boardroom meeting with a mediator and all.Diana was able to witness how crazy she was...why?she suddenly accused Diana's Bf of harrasing her!And Apollo doesnt even know her! Diana decided to call the other Goddesses to testify agains this raving lunatic...And the whole Olympus with all its might and power descended down to HR to crush the Schizo...
Seeing thats shes no match for the powers of all celestial bodies,She suddenly switched appearance.From the raving lunatic,she suddenly went meek it would shame the innocent children.She cried and asked for forgiveness and chance.The goddesses and gods... one by one,before her very eyes decided to crush her with the issues on her.
Things went well,everyone simmered down but were not letting our guards down.Once a lunatic,always a lunatic...and damn she passed the Accent training!!! We talked to the HR and informed them that we,The Gods and Goddesses couldnt co-exist with a lunatic.The human council decided that we should put it into writing and have all the demi gods sign up,we'll have one of the trainors signed up as well and monitor her behavior this monday.One freudian slip and shes out of the training...So thats what happened on that fateful day.

P.S I know this is not the end...
The celestial war against this
Cursed Ovarian Cyst has just begun...