The Red Shoe Quickies...

This happened last friday....And boy! was I suprised!!!

You see,Im in an exclusive boys boarding house...And you get to be surrounded by dozens of guys 24/7. Imagine 5 floors full of guys everyday and you get the picture.

Im staying in the 3rd floor.Well, to cut the story short...The buff guy Ive been crushing on in the 2nd floor went up to my floor. At that time I was on my way to work...we almost collided in the receiving area.He smiled at me and asked If I can give him a quick massage.Thinking that I still have 3 hours to kill..I nodded and asked him where. He asked me if its ok in my room.Since my boardmate is not around,I said yes.Off we went.

...And I have a feeling that this is not just going to be 'just massage'.

Well...he lied down on my bed...removed his board shorts and kept his bikini brief on while I stood there trying to keep my sanity intact and my drool from fallin. You see I have a HUGE crush on this guy eversince we've met .Hes Buff, Chinito and hairy.36 years old and stands 6'1ht.One of the tallest guys in the boarding house.

...ok...back to my story...

He smiled and asked me to massage his body...Well,I was shaking while doing the massage because of his bautiful body.God!!! the muscles are all firm....he closed his eyes and moans occasionally when I hit some spots on his chest muscles.He seemed to relax...

...or so I thought...

When I was massaging his abs down to his legs...I started nocticing a huge bulge bumping my arm...I smiled and he was a bit emabrassed.He smiled sheepishly at me while apologizing.Saying that he cant control his hard on because my massage is just awesome...Well...I told him its normal...some guys get a hard on while being massaged.

He answered me back'...but not like this...'and pulled down his bikini brief.

I found myself staring at I tthink looks like a 6.5 huge cock with pre cum already ....His precum is starting to trickle down to his pubes....

He asked me...'please help me...Id go crazy if you not gonna blow me....'

...My sanity went flying out of the window with those mere words...

I started sucking him ...firm but gentle while licking his cock...He held my head and face fuck me in return...slowly moving his hips then gradually picking up the speed until he was slamming his cock in my face.....He was moaning like hell....

and then he groaned he was about to come...

With one thrust...he spurted the first on my mouth...I pulled it out and the cock spurted madly like some geyser...drenching my cheeks and his chest with sweetish cum....

After that I wiped him dry...and I went to clean my mouth...brushed and all.He fixed himself and then went towards me..and to my suprise...He kissed me sweetly...

He whispered something in my ear that sent my knees to jelly..

it went on like ' I love the way you did it...thanks...lets do this again...'

I stared at this hunk..while asking.... ' You sure...?'

He answered with a smile... ' Im all yours....blow me anytime you want...'

I FUCKIN LOVE MY DORM!!! =)

A Fiery Valentine

...I thought my valentines day would go as usual...my partner has work.and Im hitting the gym in the afternoon.Im not sulking...I understand that we have to work...and this day would just pass as a regular sunday...


Boy,was I wrong...


I was busy coloring my hair in the 3rd floor of our boarding house when this hunky 5'10 guy went up to check his clothes in the rooftop...He said hi...The usual introduction.I went on coloring my hair and he went upstairs..

Did I mentioned that he has a close resemblance to Akihiro Sato?

...a moreno doppelganger of that oh-so-drool worthy model.Dammit.

But when he went down..I was suprised.He volunteered to color the hairs on the back part near the nape.I said ok..then he went to brush the hair.We were talking and just plain laughing.Like old friends...

well,thats what I thought...

As a goodwill gesture,since I still have some left on the tube.I asked him if he would want his hair colored as well...he smiled sweetly and said if its ok with me then he'll get the rest.Its ok. then we went to my room to finish his hair.

This guy was topless, and was just wearing his board shorts way down...enough for me to ogle at his treasure throve and his undies.I liked the color of his undies...it was electric blue and black combined. I asked him if he was wearing boxers...he said no and pulled down his shorts.

the bastard had the bulge the size of mini pistol.Gawd!.

Keeping my sanity intact,I said cool and went on coloring his hair...but he went on blabbing that he like his undies because its stretchable...so stretchable that he pulled the garter infront of me...enough for me to get a full view of his 8 inch huge dick inside and his trimmed pubes.

"well,thats huge and hard..." i went on...

" yeah...I hate it when its hard..wanna make it limp?" he asked smilingly.

Bullshit..this is it.I just had to suck it.


I dropped the tube and went on my knees to mouth fuck him....starting with soft sucking and licking then pounding my mouth against his thrusting hips...his pre cum and my saliva combined.

he started moaning as he grind his tool against my lips...and me sucking and milking him for all its worth...Shit! what a nice dick he has.So nice that I resurrect all the skills that I know in deepthroating 101. He was moaning and writhing with so much pleasure that Im slowly tasting small spurts of his cum...

I pulled his hard fuck tool outta my mouth and kissed him.He kissed me back passionately as if he my partner.


' now Im gonna fuck you like Im your boyfriend' He went on..

He had me on standing position. and licked my ass...it was fuckin good..his tongue and midle finger intertwiningly playing with my lovehole....

Then he slowly entered me...while kissing and playing with my left nipple....Tang-ina it was so good.The way he grinded and closed his muscular arms around me ...as he fuck me deepr each thrust...and me muscle milking him...

We can control it anymore..he pulled it out and cream on my chest...and it was a LOT!!! He then sucked me good....so good that I came in his mouth..and we kissed....my lips and his mixing with my cum.

It was fucking good...the downside was he gonna be back in cebu...hes training for Pharmaceutical company here...so we'll just be boardmates for 3 weeks.He told me that he wants to do it again ..many times while hes here...he was just a 2nd floor away.he kissed me and went downstairs to shower.I was in the bed...feeling sinful and satisfied.I know I cheated but my Bf has my heart...he just had my butt and dick.


...and 3 weeks with that Hunky boardmate?!! hhhmmmmnnn... This should be interesting..

Emotional Rantings

2009 proved to be just a passing phase...so fast its just a like a breeze in summer.Fleeting.almost transparent...and there was me...

I never had the chance to grope that ever after last year...Im soo tired of one night wham bams.I guess there would really come a time in your life that you would look beyond what you see...Im in that stage and frankly it os frustrating.Frustrating that most of the people dont get you...andit seems a herculean task to find Mr. Right...what was I doing? was it wrong?...because everytime Im nearing that settling stage...everything turns kaputz! Im getting tired of this vicious cycle.

And I havent even mentioned the cellphone relationships...Fuck.


Im sooo damn tired of this whole thing.Not that im blaming the unlimited talk network coz in some ways ,it helped a lot in connecting. The thing is..the relationships over the phone is just as good as your battery. Picture this...you guys would talk over the phone...all cheesy and mushy...would pledge your whiney ass undying love...securing everything over words and then...you two would meet...and then what? BAM!!! ...

....emotional Chaos.Like you never knew each other...

Dont you just get tired of this?...I do. I am. And pissed....


Just when it is that you get to have Ever After? is it really just for those goodlooking assholes.Come to think of it...I can give more than they are capable.

I went to the gym before to get revenge....now its for the love of me.myself and I...

...and I think with this Im getting more sensible...

I may not have the ever after for now...but Im sure that whoever's gonna get my heart will surely be a lucky bastard.

He would have with him a sensible loving man..who has come to know what love truly is...


Bring it On !!!.... =)

Carpi Diem

Life is really as fickleminded as the seasons...One time your healthy and the next time...you have a stage 4 cancer eating your life away...
One of my officemate was diagnosed to be having a stage 4 cancer on the muscles.This guy is really big and if your going to see him,hes unlikely to get that...hes big and burly but lo and behold...he had been diagnosed with this and getting treatment since last year.
Im not close to this guy but this made me think ...and reflect on how life is...and being thankful that I'm still here and enjoying life's gifts and suprises...


Miracles arent far behind...as long as you believe in it...Carpi diem!!!

Pandora's box 2009

... Time really flies fast when your particularly apathetic about it.Well,I couldnt care less..but it seems that it was just yesterday when I got my first 2009 heartbreak circa January...and the things that made up my 2009 upon retrospect are worth visiting...here's some...

Same old shit..just new assholes to face.It never fails to amuse me how some people cant just accept that there are and there will always be people better than them. And there are still people who have grown physically but left their brains in their 3rd grade classrooms...and theres no way you can play Mother theresa to them.let them be...their happy being pathetic.

No matter how much and how deep you conceal yourself and your true nature...it will shine thru and this would come in the most awkward circumstances...

How many times I have promised not to fall again... and by some warped humor of Venus,finds myself entangled again with another guy..Whew,this is tiring.But an enjoyable ride.

If you really wanna do something...then dont just sit there and wonder what will be the outcome...By all means go get your ass and do it...so whatevers gonna be the result,you aint gonna be sittin wondrin what couldve been...

Dont be stingy about the things that you like...you owe it to yourself to be happy...and aim for the things that you really want and will make you really happy...

its ok to be different once in a while...but never try to change your identity...just complement it with these changes to bring out your individuality.

Fresh start...

Im moving to a new place...make that a boarding house.to have a fresh start.As you all know,I had an unspoken riff with a flatmate and just the sight of him makes me cringe big time. Anyhow , I got a news from the grapevine saying that the bastard just got from a recollection.I was half expecting a pruned set of horns...but lo and behold...nuthing..not even one fuckin bit.Pompous as ever,he made sure that everyone knows that hes been thru a retreat by changing his wish list to a pocket bible while ignoring me...now,how pathetic is that?It amuses me big time.
New friend is moving in to the flat.We have been close but it was just last night that I was able to get a glimpse of her life...how its been.Tough as she is,its not all that.She,like me have been detoured for a while.In her I found symphaty..more like a kindred spirit.I guess losing a fake friend has its reward.I gained a new one.
One of his nonsense friend started talkin to me.I was glad coz at one point we got close but theres this new feeling in me.Like Id rather not have her close to me.We talk but I prefer to have my own space from now on...it is safe...for her sake that is...
The whirlwind that I have been tru proved to be a blessing in disguise.I was able to sort out who matters most in my life friendwise.It was hurtful at that time but I was glad that it happened.Im feeling like calm and relax now...and Frankly I couldnt be more grateful...

Psychological Colds

Have you experience getting psychological colds?the kind which makes you instantly withdrawn and wants to give the first person you meet a swift kick in the head? I do...and Im experiencing it right now...

For the longest time I find myself despising the people around me...I hate hypocrisy...and having so much tupperwares areound just wont do it...Its like im beginning to get claustrophobic because of these dimwits...And I couldnt just rip their hearts out of their chest...Its not in our code of conduct.I might get a memo.

Im still observing...like a grandmaster in a chess tournament...contemplating my moves and bidding my time...And Im learning to be a little bit selfish and loving myself a bit more...I know that ill reclaim again my spot.