We can be Superheroes ...and more.

We gays and bi's are often smirked at...downgraded and worst ridiculed.Probably because of what media has implanted on the people's minds.That gays are there just to provide laughter and entertainment...A very shallow reason for existence,much more to our kind which has been granted by the gods of huge amounts of talents.You may find it hard to believe but in my 28 years of existence,I've never spotted a dumb gay...They may giggle and look just like your average sidekick but lay down your guns...We possess the fiercest wisdom and the intoxicating aura that makes the world a less depressing one. (live with that sweetie...)
We may just chuck it out and ignore it but we,the most gifted kind definitely rule the society.Otherwise it would be just straights slugging it out with each other(imagine how boring that will be...)we provide the intoxicating alternative lifestyle...so addicting that it spawned the word "fag hags" and "downe"...meaning straight guys and girls who naturally gravitate to these gifted goddesses...And that just the tip of the iceberg.
Heroes need not to be in lycra(though it will definitely look hot!).Each in everyone of us has been given the chance to prove our worth and in the gay community...We were given preferred seats and even backstage pass to do that.
We may not realize it but we are heroes in our own pink way...The struggles we've had,the tears of broken promises and never ending fight to be recognized thru showcasing the vast talents that we have is enough for us to earn a seat in Justice League.We...the gay people have been given a heart that feels...compassion that stretches beyond that mascara filled lashes and an unfathomable wisdom that transcends every hue and race...and these qualities are more than passable to earn the respect and honor weve been fighting for...its rightfully deserve.
We need not to replace supergirl,wonderwoman or Darna to be recognized as heroes.We just have to dig in deeper into ourselves and reflect on how blessed we are.Use it to reach out and break barriers and we'll all realize...that we,the goddesses of this earth are far better than those comic book superheroes.

My own Summerskies...

I never thought that I'd be able to toss my ex outside my system...It took me a year to get over the fact that niko(thats the asshole's name) and I arent gonna be holding each others hand in our twilight years...And I freakin thought Id shrivel up alone and lonely.
Then this guy came just recently...a 19 yr old(gasp!) and rescued me from being a spinster.Im not keeping my hopes high for now but merely enjoying every minute with him or spent talking to him...His youtful perspective in life gave me a new lease of hope to always look on the bright side...ah,the virility of youth!
I feel like 16 yr old again(ok im pathetic sometimes) but I cant help it...he sends chills whenever he calls me and tells me he loves me(here we go again!!!) and I sooo wanna give this thing betwen us a big GO but A good friend advised me to calm down my neurotic side and take things one at a time...after all she said..."If you guys love each other,theres no rush..." Hmmmmn,that made me feel sooo contented.


PS I still feel like a 16 yr old...=)

BOTTOM BA TALAGA KO 'NAY...?

I had my share of fuckin guys but in the course of my sexcapades...ako lagi yung bottom.(Ooops! hindi pa ako maluwang....hold that thought sweetie...wish mo lang!)E mas nag eenjoy ako sa pagiging bottom...even on phone sex.
I have a partner now,hes 19 years old and a dancer...well,medyo may kalayuan ang place namin sa isat-isa at kailangang planuhin ang meet up so we have to make do with the phone talk...(alam mo na siguro yun...wag ka umarte jan...)
Sya sige,sige...Were fuckin on the phone...doing phone sex with the wild slurping noises and moans(award ang lola mo dun in fairness!)...He usually fucks me...but then when were doing it on the 4th time...He asked me to fuck him even on the phone.So reversal of roles ito...Being a bottom dapat my dick would get limp but tang ina...it still freakin hard! sabi ko...sige tuwad...
We finished the whole phone convo with him getting stuffed in the ass and he liked it!!! well,he did bottomed in real life twice but he did seem to enjoy me topping him.Strangely,I am enjoying the thought of fuckin him and cummin inside him(imaginatively...hoy ang utak mo...masyadong fertile!)
Suddenly it dawned on me...Am I turning into a top? again...?just askin though... but the thought somewhat alarms me( may PHD yata ang lola mo sa muscle control!)...but I thought...Bahala na...mahal ko naman si Dada(my pet name for him) e di kung gusto nya patira...GO! but hes still more on the top guy pa din...cguro mahal lang din talaga ako ni gago...hehehe! hay buhay!!! nakakawindang!!! parang kapeng iinumin ng walang tubig!!! kalokah!!!!

DREAM GUY

Never in my entire life was I held captive until I gazed upon this adonis...My jaw literally dropped! Hes the epitome of my not so wholesome fantasies...And just one gaze...One gaze to have me nursing a raging boner in my pants...damn.
He has it all...raw sensuality and boyish innocence rolled into one and encased in rippling muscles and there you have it folks...Your fantasy and dreams made flesh...taenang buhay to! sarap mo...=)


PS I dare not to say what thoughts I harbor on this guy so as not to put shame on my catholic upbringing...just one fucking statement...Ill suck him dry 24/7 (kahit magkakalyo ang panga ko...carry lang!)

LECHENG BUHAY TO....

Im soo tired of my work....punyeta,its always the same...same assholes same authoritarian shitheads and same fuckheads ...buti na lang may friends ako which makes everything worthwhile...but still...it does get you sometimes..fuck it!

Im not really this vicious but damn...pare pareho na lang talaga! you fuckin cater to customers who doesnt even care if your sick or what.

Im starting to get fed up with this system...idagdag mo pa yung isang kupal na homophobic sa office diba?kamusta naman?...i really wanna give him a swift kick in the head...palibhasa hindi pa nakakaranas siguro ma BJ ng bading! at thunders na! HAHAHA!!!

...But im still so fed up!!!! leche....

Inked...

Im really thinking of getting a piece on my nape or at my back.Recently,I talked to my friend rachelle about this and to my suprise,She too was hell bent on getting one on her hips...a form of rebellion she says.I got more personal reasons.Im more on the artistic and esoteric reasons.That if I could endure the pain of getting a skin art,then I could endure anything-be it physical or emotional.I just dont know..Its an obsession eversince in my teenage years...But im still weighing all the pros and cons as of the moment.

MAGIC...

Im currently into someone....hes 19 yrs old and a dancer.Studies in UST.I like the guy but Ill try to keep my emotions at bay.I dont wanna be ruined again but frankly speaking,,,im enjoying it...he cares a lot and so do I.I hope this will last....keeping my fingers crossed.