That one song that struck my heart...

This reminds me of that one very special person who held my heart for four months yet it seemed like he had me for eternity...you will always be the person whom I gave my very all...



MAGBABALIK

wala nang dating pagtingin
sawa na ba saking lambing
wala ka namang dahilan
bakit bigla na lang nang iwan
hindi na alam ang gagawin
upang ika'y magbalik sakin
ginawa ko naman ang lahat
bakit bigla na lang naghanap


REFRAIN:
hindi magbabago
pagmamahal sa iyo
sana'y pakinggan mo
ang awit ng pusong ito


CHORUS:
tulad ng mundong hindi
tumitigil sa pag-ikot
pag-ibig di mapapagod
tulad ng ilog na hindi
tumitigil sa pag-agos
pag-ibig di matatapos


II.(repeat CP.)
alaala'y bumabalik
mga panahong nasasabik
sukdulang mukha mo ay
laging na sa panaginip

bakit biglang pinagpalit
pagsasamaha'y tila nawaglit
ang dating walang haggan
nagkaroon ng katapusan

Humility....

This is not an inspiring note but more likely the opposite.Im talkin about two acquaintances who sadly doesnt know what this word means...

Lets call them kyemerlyn and chuvaloo.

SCENE 1: Kyemerlyn couldve have been the friend that youve always wanted except that He feels like hes all that.Hes my wavemate in the office and feels like he all that.Hes a member of the choir and whenever we have a practice,He insisted on going soprano...SOPRANO!!! and using hes falsetto voice.It just frustrates me a lot because he sounds like hes croaking and hes out of tune!!! Having trained for years in DLSU Chorale,it offends my musical sensibilities...most colleages say that he wants to overpower my voice,I have nothing against that provided that he can produce the same quality that I can produce-thats less work for me.But he couldnt and it just frustrates all of us. Another is this,one of the HR people is shall we say above average in looks..and hes hell bent in getting him! talk about guts!!! he discloses to me that they text each other regularly and he went with him in their house for over night(gasp!)True enough that they texted each other regularly.I saw it in his phone...the usual I love you,mwah mwah on the phone but being a PRO in cell romance,Im thinking...is he using a different persona on the phone? is kyemerlyn pretending to be someone and hitting that HR guy in the phone.I saw a text that made me think..this is the text of the HR guy " tayo na ba?diba dapat pag usapan natin ito ng personal?"- meaning....its just on the phone.Oh hell whatever...He never got the HR guy and hes trying to show everyone that hes heartbroken...That makes me cringe! "ate,uminom ka na ba ng kape?wala kang nerbyos ah..."

SCENE2 : Chuvaloo is smart..no doubt but hes takin it to new heights.To the point that everybody is getting a lil bit annoyed.It makes us think that hes soo in a hurry to make himself known on the floor.Playing a know-it-all.I hate people like that.Its ok to have confidence.Being a show off is another story...He makin everything like a competition...sure we have to prove ourselves but not in the way that pisses everyone.We are professionals here and not some students competing to be in dean's list.it kinda gets into my system .


So there...two people...same case...resolution?its up to them...meanwhile,I gotta stay sassy and keep it sweet and real.

PS kyemerlyn looks like MR BEAN and chuvaloo looks like a steroidal Helen Gamboa.Both are GAY.One is a cross dresser.Kaya mo yun??? hehehe

Calendar Boys

This is an archived picture of the calendar boys back in 2005 who well,definitely agreed to pose naked.The firs guy from the left side is Josh Ivan Morales who is currently a member of a Provoq men.The 2nd from left is from G. Pilipinas...not all the boys were lucky tho in penetrating(pun intented) the show business.Some just faded into oblivion...sigh*

Naked and Sacred

A sexy song...A definite favorite.With lyrics to blow your thoughts...it was a remix tho...enjoy the groove



When I’m with you,
I feel naked and sacred.
And this world can be so cold.
I wanna hold you naked
and sacred till I grow old.

What does love mean?
Can love last?
I ask myself these questions,
haunted by the past.
I’ve walked these city streets.
I’ve known victories and defeat.
Searching, hoping, just barely coping.
Baby I wanna be good for you.
I wanna be true.
Don’t know how I'd live with myself,
if I ever hurt you.

When I’m with you,
I feel naked and sacred.
And this world can be so cold.
I wanna hold you naked
and sacred till I grow old.

Since I met you.
My life’s changed.
I feel like a bird,
that’s been let out of it’s cage.
Baby I wanna be good for you,
I wanna be true.
Don’t know how I'd live with myself,
if I ever hurt you.

When I’m with you,
I feel naked and sacred.
And this world can be so cold.
I wanna hold you naked
and sacred till I grow old.

Naked and sacred. Naked and…

Your hands feeling me.
Your love's feeling me.
When you go away...
Your heart's still in me…

Naked and sacred
And this world can be so cold.
I wanna hold you naked
and sacred till I grow old.

When I’m with you,
I feel naked and sacred.
Next to your heart I’ll hold.
I wanna hold you naked
and sacred till I grow old.

When I’m with you,
I feel naked and sacred.
And this world can be so cold.
I wanna hold you naked
and sacred till I grow old

First time in Tondo

I went to Tondo with my colleages.Its one of my friend's house.The whole experience was ok but it humbled me.Dont get me wrong.Gen's place is ok but you see,some of the surroundings arent that picture perfect.It made me thankful for our present status and continued health.Realy,you couldnt asked for more.
I bought a bag and its pretty beauiful..kinda like a fashion statement and substance rolled into one.a chi chi gucci bag that can carry most of my stuff.One downside though... miscalculated my budget.hehe.Gotta use my plastic now.Anyhow,it was good...the experience that is....theres goes another snippet in my life.hehehe.fill you in layyytttaaahhh!!!!

A hard days work...

Who wouldnt wanna rest wih this jock after a hard day of exercising...?
I wouldnt mind...hehehe! enjoy!

Lovin the life

Im suddenly hit with a deep gratefullness so here I am...thinking and thanking those people who came into my life which left me wiser...sometimes maimed(hahaha!) and undoubtly more positive and vibrant than my previous self.I'm so loving the life that I have now and Im really hanking God that He gave me a not so perfect life...why you might ask?...this is where I got stronger...wiser.I may not have the quinnessential gay life but hey...At least Im keeping it real,sweet and sassy! and that's the bold truth sweetie...hehehe!!!

Minsan Lang Kitang Iibigin

This is one of my favorite choral masterpieces...I missed my choirmates in DLSU.We used to sing this...we sang it in Padova Italy..huhuhu! I miss the harmony...Anyhow,this is done by the world renowned Madrigal Singers.The song never fails to take my breath away.Its heavenly...almost dulcet angelic in harmony.It sings the promise of forever...which basically everyone is dreaming of...Enjoy the love...this time for keeps. =)



P.S. This is the one we sang in the general assembly

Once you go black....

I find this black guy really sexy...damn those muscles and WTF!!! look at that cock! damn...If theres one black guy Im gonna have my ass fucked,It'll be him...damn...Im having a raging hard on right now...

GUESS WHO...?

the mystery guy kinda looks familiar...well,this pic has been in the web for sometime now...nice cock tho...hehehe...he's related to Ethel Booba by the way...Enjoy!

HardBodies

If having a man would be as easy as shopping in the mall...and they would be lining up like this...damn! itll be pure Utopia! hahaha! have you decided whom to pick?...=)

I Promise by Stacie Oricco

STACIE ORRICO LYRICS

"I Promise"

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will



this is one song I love to play whenever I feel romantic..heres the vid...Enjoy!

Maiden Song

Finally,the singing group that I formed finally made it maiden performance last wednesday on GA(General Assembly).The whole company didnt know this and werent prepared for the musical and harmony assault...hehehe !everyone was sooo happy and appreciative!We made waves.Even the VP of the company requested us to sing again... damn...this is the start...The start of something big!!!

A date with a dork...

Last tuesday I met someone thinking tha he was all he was saying on the phone.We met in Ortigas and went to timog in an apartelle.The guy's is semikalbo and yeah a bit nice but ...something's missing.Was it me?more mature now that I'm looking for substance rather than the crotch?...He just didnt made it to what he told me on the phone(i.e. his like this and that...)

We did it in the apartelle and another disappointment hit me when he disclosed that he is a bottom...damn!tothink I've been askin him about that over the phone.Nevertheless I have to make the most of the time...but it just now that learned that... BAD SEX IS A BAD SEX.Damn....hihi =)

MANANANGGAL

This is my all time favorite horror film...the first installation of shake rattle and roll...this is the episode Manananggal starring Herbert bautista and Irma Alegre as the manananggal...Enjoy her trasformation!!!

Baby when you're Gone

just a late 90's video to play as a background...its a nice song to hum along as well...mel c never looked so better in this...and bryan adams is handsome as well...enjoy!

PARA SA IYO....

I've never been enchanted by a song until this masterpiece came along...It really hit me where it really feels raw...This song is made up of those unspoken words...yearning to be felt...This is what my heart's been playing all along..



PARA SA IYO


noo'y umibig na ako subalit nasaktan ang puso
parang ayoko ng umibig pang muli
may takot na nadarama
na muli ay maranasan
ayoko ng masaktan muli ang puso ko
ngunit nang ikaw ay makilala
biglang nagbago ang nadarama

para sa'yo ako'y iibig pang muli
dahil sa'yo ako'y iibig nang muli
ang aking puso'y
pag-ingatan mo
dahil sa ito'y muling magmamahal sa'yo
para lang sa'yo

muli ay aking nadama
kung paano ang umibig
masakit man ang nakaraa'y nalimot na
ang tulad mo'y naiiba
at sa'yo lamang nakita
ang tunay na pag-ibig na'king hinahanap
buti na lang ika'y nakilala
binago mo ang nadarama

para sa'yo ako'y iibig pang muli
dahil sa'yo ako'y iibig nang muli
ang aking puso'y
pag-ingatan mo
dahil sa ito'y muling magmamahal sa'yo
para lang sa'yo

Voyeurism

I dont know whats with me...I always to love to see guys pissing...theres this sensuality in them..most probably because of the fact that I'm not seen when im looking at them.I just dont know but theres just one thing that I can guarantee you,it definitley gives me this kind of sensual rush...same goes from watching a guy take a bath without his knowledge...Its just sooo sexy.

Love...We gotta stop this game...

one of the old school fave,due to the fact that i freakin met someone whos hell bent on getting to know me slowly!!!!...here we go aaaagggaaaiiinnn!!!! but i so heart this song...make me wanna do my "diva on fire" attitude!!! hehehe

LATIN HEAT

A hot latino to fuel your innermost fire! VIVA HOMBRE EL CALOR!!!!

Spinning Around

Remember what I told you some days ago about me getting stuck in a limbo?...Well,not for long I guess.Some guy entered my life but Im really having second thoughts now...I dunno..

I have been burned before and this would really make me slit my own throat if would turn kaputz...But then again..love knocks...and im all for loving.Darn!

I really hope to fall for the person who is adequitely supplied with neurons to understand maturity.Its not too much to ask right?or its the main squeeze?
Ill just fill you in on this rollercoater(gasp!) drama...damn.Hehe!



P.S. My career is soaring high now...thank God

And the guys who hurt me...theyre slowly coming back to beg!!! huh!!!