On loving someone

This is the hardest part...wanting to be alive again after so many years of being in limbo...i missed the air.The life itself...I never thought I'd be real again... Now,i have found someone who breathed new life into my ancient existence...I wish to love again...along with the risk itll impose on me..I am once again exposed on unknown emotions... Time will only tell if I am really destined to love and be alive again...Im still testing the waters but enjoying it...I pray that i may breathe again for eternity...